Hello
Love,
Nothing
super special happened today. Like
usual, I wrote some articles, watched a movie to review, and played some
games. Just the usual workday routine.
Today,
I cooked meatballs with carrots, green beans, and bok choy. It was
delicious! You know, cooking for
yourself is really nice.
In
the past, I always put other people first.
I tried to be a better cook, and I worked so hard to make dishes he
liked. I hoped for some appreciation,
maybe just a "thank you," or if the food wasn't good, just a simple
comment. But, I never got it. All I got was, "You know I don't like this
kind of food. Don't ever make it again."
I
always held myself back. Sometimes I'd
try something I didn't like or wouldn't eat something I loved, just because of
him. You know, thinking back, I was so
foolish. Why did I deserve that?
Now,
I try to cook whatever I want. I do
everything I love. I'm working on taking
care of myself too. Loving yourself
isn't easy, but we can do it!
My
mom called me this morning. We talked about a lot of things. She told me about her doctor's appointment
and more. At the end of the call, she
started crying. I felt guilty. I know she still worries about me, being
alone in another city, uncertain about the future.
To
clear my head, I worked out at noon by cycling for 90 minutes straight. I watched some Youtube content while I was
riding. I learned a few things from the
videos.
Oh
Love, I found a restaurant that sells "sambal nanas." I've never found one in Bogor that sells
it. I really love it. It brings back memories from my
childhood. My mom used to make it, and
also "sambal mangga." It's so
delicious.
Actually,
I had something in mind today, but I forgot what it was. Haha.
So I can't tell you.
Hope
you have a beautiful day, Love. See you
tomorrow.
(Uwiepuspita)
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