Day 31 Till I Die

 

Hello Love,

Today was nothing special. It's actually a holiday, but I didn't go anywhere.  I don't have any place to go, so I decided to stay home.

I saw my friend's story on Instagram. They've been to a lot of places, like abroad and other cool spots. I decided to stop looking at it.  I'm not jealous, just a bit sad – not really sad, but just… complicated.

I had a weird dream. I think it was a mix of things from the game I'm playing, the movie I watched, and the article I wrote.  It was so weird, but fun! Haha! Honestly, I don't remember exactly what happened in it.  But I remember how I felt.

Do you want to know what I'm thinking today? I think I need to learn how to deal with panic and anxiety.  I know it's really hard, but I have to try to stay calm and mindful.  Maybe.  I just feel like I'm always rushing, or I get panicked easily, even when I'm alone.  I think it's not healthy.

Do you know, Love, I don't expect people to read my journal.  But thanks for coming over.

Maybe that's it for today. See you tomorrow, Love.

 

(Uwiepuspita)


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