Day 82 Till I Die




June 21st, 2025
 
Hello, my love,
 
Today is Saturday, and another day has passed. I'm grateful to be alive.
 
This morning, I prepared scrambled eggs with carrots and green beans for lunch. Breakfast consisted of cucumbers and soursop juice. I made noodles for dinner.
 
My activities today were relatively uneventful. I composed a song and watched a movie. I also created and uploaded a new music album to SoundCloud.
 
I didn't intend to create another album; the ideas simply came to me while composing the soundtrack for my video project. The album, titled "Rest in Peace, Girl," contains five songs. The title reflects my state of mind at the time; I was grappling with existential questions about life and death.
 
It's been almost three months since I began writing this journal. Many people read it, though I don't know who you are. I hope my story resonates with you in some way.
 
Or perhaps you find my musings simply odd! Haha.
 
It's been almost six months since my divorce. My psychiatrist suggested that, before considering remarriage, I should carefully consider the true value of marriage. Do you believe marriage is essential? What kind of marriage do you envision? What is the purpose of marriage? I haven't yet found my answers to these questions.
 
Those were my random thoughts for today. See you again tomorrow, if there is one.

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