September 14th, 2025
Love,
I met my aunt today. I lost my energy, haha. Socializing is so tiring. I thought I might have overshared too, but I don't know.
I will not tell you about my activities today. Maybe I want to share my thoughts with you, but please don't judge them.
So my aunt told me that my mother wants me to soon get remarried. So she told me to find a good guy and remary. That way, my parents can feel at ease because I will not be alone anymore, and there is someone who can protect me. I know about their concerns.
What I want to share today is that I decided to leave all other people's expectations of me, starting this day. I will leave it all. I don't care if I am being the bad guy here.
But I will still hold on to my own expectations of myself, so I can build the best version of me and reach my dream. Theoretically, I will kill, destroy myself, and rebuild it in a hard way. Let's be the bad guy to ourselves, too.
That's for today. See you again tomorrow if there is one.
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