Hello
Love,
Do
you know, today is the last day of April? Tomorrow, we'll start a new day in a
new month. So, four months of 2025 have passed. And me? I'm still here. I don't know what to do. Haha!
I
released my last album today. I made
these three albums while I was heartbroken before. They contain everything I was feeling and
thinking. If people listen to them,
maybe they'll know everything about me.
The
first album is "Hugging My Trauma," and it has six songs. The overall
story is about my feelings when my relationship was almost broken. How I still
wanted to fix it, but also felt hopeless.
How I blamed myself for everything that happened. How stupid I felt for
letting him hurt me. Things like that.
The
second album is "The Sweetest Revenge," and it has four songs. The overall story is about my anger. My anger
about everything: him, his friends, and his family. How they seemed okay after hurting me. How I wanted to destroy them, but also
realized that it wouldn't be good for me.
And how I felt tired of people asking me about my relationship.
The
last album is "Broken Pandora," and it has five songs. The overall story is about me trying to
accept, feel, and heal my pain. But
people just weren't letting me do it. They wanted me to get better as quickly
as possible. They didn't realize that was just making me worse, making me lose
my mind, and lose my way.
I
released them all for people to listen to.
Honestly, after I made those songs and listened to them, my anger
decreased. I still feel it, but it's
okay.
Today,
I didn't write an article, watch a movie, or work out. Is that okay,
right? Just taking a day to rest.
Oh,
my friend told me that a lot of people from my old office asked her about my
divorce. I was kind of shocked that they knew about it. But I don't think it's
something I need to hide anymore. It's
okay for me. I don't want to hide
everything anymore. You can see my scars
now. I don't want to be someone who always looks strong. Because faking it is so tiring. Right?
That's
it for today. See you tomorrow, Love.
(Uwiepuspita)
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