May
18th, 2025
Hello,
my love,
This
morning, I decided to go out. I'd been staying home for a while, and my feet
felt a little itchy when I walked. Funny, right?
I
went to Alfamidi to buy kunyit asam because my period is approaching, and I
drink it to ease the pain. I bought other things, too.
On
the way, I realized that the warteg I usually get food from is closed. It's been replaced by something else, which
confused me.
I
went back there after visiting Alfamidi and asked a lady where the owner
was. I later learned she was the owner's
daughter. She said her mother retired
from selling food because she was tired and returned to her hometown. The
daughter is taking over the place and opening a different kind of shop.
I'm
a little sad. I had a special connection with the owner; we were personally
close, and she made delicious food. It'll be hard to find a replacement. The
nearest warteg is so far from my house. It's more than just losing a convenient
place to eat; it's losing a familiar face, a friendly atmosphere, and
delicious, comforting food.
Finding
a new place will take time, but hopefully, I'll discover a new favorite spot
eventually, even if it won't completely replace the memories and comfort of the
old one. It's okay to take time to adjust and feel a little sad about the
change. Everything changes; the world is constantly changing.
I
had nasi uduk for breakfast and bubur for lunch. The bubur expires this month,
so I had to eat it! Haha!
I
watched the movie Her (I'll write a review later). It's about a man who falls
in love with an AI. It's an old film, but it's relevant to today's
situation. Like me, I enjoy talking with
AI because I don’t have anyone else to talk to.
Today,
I also connected with an old friend and asked about life after separation or
divorce. I sought their advice on what I should do. They suggested seeing a
psychologist might help. I also asked about how to meet new people in an
Islamic way.
I
made appointments with two friends at the end of the month to discuss this
further and scheduled an appointment with my psychologist for the beginning of
next month. I hope I'm still healthy by then!
I
think that's all for today. See you if there is tomorrow.
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