Hello, my love,
Another noisy day. The construction noise made me want to go out, but I stayed home instead. I'm trying to accept the situation, though my ears are bothering me now.
I wrote an article review, watched a movie, and mostly rested. However, I had a bad dream, so it wasn't very restful.
My mother called unexpectedly this afternoon; my father is in the hospital. I'm so exhausted. Can I please have a break? God, is my life destined to be this difficult?
In my first year of building my career, my mother was hospitalized three times, and my father once. I had to focus on managing everything.
In my second year, my marriage ended, and my father fell ill again. I had to handle it all while dealing with my own heartbreak. I had to be the strong one.
And now, in my third year, as I'm trying to rebuild my life and find my path, my father is hospitalized again.
I haven't asked for much, honestly. They know their own bodies and limitations, right? I just ask them to be more careful because if something happens, I'm the one who has to deal with everything. Me! Me! Me!
I'm sorry; I'm just overwhelmed.
That's all for today. See you again tomorrow, if there is one.
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