Day 120 Till I Die




July 29th, 2025
Love,
 
This morning, I cooked kari noodles with carrots and meatballs. I went out to buy tissues. Then I bought lontong sayur for breakfast. I ate the noodles for lunch and satay with rice for dinner.
 
Do you know? Sometimes depression makes me not eat at all, or on the opposite, I eat so much. That’s why it’s hard for me to control my weight. Humph.
 
My activities today: writing an article, playing games, and watching a movie. Yes, I know I haven’t exercised lately. I don’t know, I just haven’t gotten the feel. That’s also the reason my weight is going up again.
 
My thoughts today: I don’t have anything special on my mind. Oh, this month, I didn’t meet anyone outside. I didn’t go to cafes or anywhere else. I just stayed at home. But sometimes, I still went out to the minimart to buy groceries.
 
I will try again next month to not go out for a full month, including to the minimart or buying any food. I have to try to live in isolation. Why? So I can get better.
 
That’s it for today. See you again tomorrow if there is one.

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