Day 98 Till I Die



July 7th, 2025
 
Love,
 
Today, I was too lazy to cook because my whole body is in pain. Yesterday, I carried my friend's laptop in my backpack all day and walked a lot. When I woke up this morning, the pain slowly started—haha—from my shoulder and back all the way down to my foot.
 
I went out to the minimart because I forgot to buy conditioner yesterday, and I remembered it when I showered this morning. So, I bought conditioner, some skincare items—mask, pimple patch, and spot care—plus a toothbrush, razor, chocolate, and noodles. I planned to buy Lontong Sayur for breakfast, but the stall was closed. So, I decided to buy nasi uduk from a new stall nearby. The taste was not bad, but not very good—hehe. I also bought chicken for lunch.
 
I cooked noodles for lunch and chicken with rice for dinner. That's what I ate all day.
 
Today's activities: I wrote some articles, played a game, and watched a movie. Nothing special though. Oh, I read a book too but fell asleep.
 
I'm feeling a bit better today, maybe. Although my brain is still busy with many things that make my heart heavy. I feel like I want to disappear. I postponed my appointment with my friend—I was supposed to meet her next Saturday, but I postponed it until October. I really need some time alone.
 
That’s all for today. See you again tomorrow, if there is one.
 
If I suddenly disappear, would you find me?

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